I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold,

I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old,

I know it's temporary but

I need to focus straight,

I cannot believe I lost control of my fate,

I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about,

I need support behind my back to help me spit it out

I am gonna win,

I can't afford to blow this one,

I hate myself sometimes,

I love myself,

I need this way of life because it holds me.

Contradiction's the way of life

Happiness is wealthyness is healthy now

I've made it through those lies and deceit,

I think what's done is done and I can't complain anymore

I am sure now that I've found myself again it feels great

I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate