heartbroken,

i watched the rain beat on the sidewalk.

complete with grey skies and headlights

and puddles on the sidewalk,

everybody's ruined like me...

it's weird now, when i look back.

each day spent careful is still consumed over time.

i think it's worse to be aware

and know this change than to go on every day unknowing...

i'm having trouble with realizations.

why does it have to be a regretful mess.

if i could have one day back now,

i swear i'd use it well...

oh 13, where did you go?

you're gone when i needed you the most.

i know that from here it's downhill.

make the best of a slow death. people change, yeah.

and that can never be good.

i liked it that way, why did you stray?

maybe i'm unhealthy.

oh won't you stop and stay frozen in time with me...