I am the big man restless the living past and future

a fraction of a second and now is lost forever

my mirror image a picture in the static

transcending through the present a fracture in the rhythm



electric icon culture in twenty frames a second

bright confusion controlling my emotions

I keep my mind sedated with useless calculations

I see that time is endless and shrink to insect size



I leave the flow of time

free from gravitation

I leave the flow of time

free from respiration



in segments days are passing relentless as a legion

yet silent like assassins a poison in my bloodstream

reluctant but impatient I sit and measure minutes

so conscious counting fragments my lasting moments vanish



my mode of operation is two-dimension thinking

I keep my world from growing ignoring all perspective

in perfect isolation I freeze my lust for learning

in stillness beauty lingers as rivers in the winter



my senses tuned to nothing a nervous system shutdown

in blissful meditation I'm safe from stimulation

I don't believe in heaven and science can not help me

retreating from the living I leave the flow of time