The thoughts from my mind

Command my lips to say I hate you

The thoughts from my mind

Command my hands to cut your silken flesh

The thoughts from my mind

Command my feet to stomp your head

The thoughts from my mind have one question

When will the suffering end?



Not much to the life I live

Same 4 walls

I have nothing left to give

Please take it all away

Same 4 walls



The thoughts from my mind

Feel the pain as rats claw at my flesh

The thoughts from my mind

Feel the joy as the needle hits my vein

The thoughts from my mind

Smell the stench as shit runs down my leg

The thoughts from my mind ask for sanity

Now for this I beg



Not much to this life I live

Same 4 walls

I have nothing left to give

Please take it all away

Same 4 walls



My mind is like today

Damp, dark, dreary

As the rain falls outside beating

The leaves hit the ground

I can feel it

Slipping away

Dying, without decay

Dying, like my soul

From the inside out

I can only pray

It won't be long

It won't be long now

It can't be long

It can't be long now

Help me (Where do I go from here?)



The thoughts from my mind

Command my lips to say I hate you

The thoughts from my mind

Command my hands to cut your silken flesh

The thoughts from my mind

Command my feet to stomp your head

The thoughts from my mind have one question

When will I be dead?



This is the life I live

Same 4 walls

I have nothing left to give

Please take it all away

Same 4 walls



This is the life I live

Same 4 walls

I have nothing left to give

Please take it all away

Same 4 walls

Same 4 walls

Same 4 walls

Same 4 walls



There's nothing left for me... (gunshot