I woke up at seven and my body was vibrating

I was wrapped up in a blanket

I was grey

Damp and sore

The bedroom was an engine and my heartbeat was erratic

(Like I think I'm at the racing

Like the night before)

I remember one girl standing

One was sitting on the ground

One was holding me up

The other pulling me down

And I couldn't decide which one was real

Because there wasn't a sound

(Like I was pregnant again... )



"Don't move don't blink don't think don't even breathe" she said

"Or the photograph will spoil

And cut you off at the head"

So I was sucking

I was sucking like a fat lady would

But I couldn't hold it down another second

(Bleagh!)

"Don't twitch don't shout don't think don't even breathe" she said

"Or the photograph will spoil and cut you off at the head"

So I was sweating

I was sweating like a fat lady would...

And I woke up

With a man inside my mouth

(This won't hurt at all... )