Oh my god

My god this can't be happening

God tell me, tell me this isn't real

I can't believe all that I have forseen is finally happening

I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel

I always knew, I always saw it coming

Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear

I've never felt the nausea of wanting to feel nothing

I've never wanted to cease to exist

Just disappear



Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)

Never have I felt so lost

Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)

Never have I felt so dead



Once felt so warm

Now I'm fucking freezing

I am the once embraced, abandoned one

I lifted my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing

No relief was mine, I was burnt by the sun



Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)

Never have I felt so lost

Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)

Never have I felt so dead



I feel so lost



Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)

Never have I felt so lost

Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)

Never have I felt so dead

Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)

Never have I felt so lost

Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)

Never have I felt so