So many things I wanted to do

So many times I wished I said

The words you want to hear

But they never appeared in my mind



All my life I've been dragged

Between the feelings I never felt

I know that this is wrong

I can't take this anymore



I feel - that my last time is here

I paint the wall with my brain



My feelings for you is strong

But the words is so far away

The tombs in my mind is filled

With emotions I buried deep



I cry alone and in pain

I give my last thoughts to you

I hope you'll not miss me

When I'm dead and gone



I let you see - the truth of who I am

A fake - a joke of mankind



My journey has begun

A trip from mother earth

Hope the angels will receive me

Or I fall down to hell



A rope round my neck

A chair under my feet

I take the last step

To reach eternity



All my life I've been dragged

Between the feelings I never felt