i didnt mean to blow you off

i never even thought to call you

when i saw you yestarday

you said everything was fine

and all this laughing

means i'm runnin' away

cause the things we have are fucked

and the things we had are gone

sometimes it takes so long to wake up

what's the matter with my life anyway?

friends around me like to talk

i guess they want to know

if i'm gonna sleep 'til noon

all these people need to keep their mouths shut

cause in the end the choice is mine

you never heard me asking you

don't want to play a part

i'm living in living

so i guess i know who my friends really are

all those times it came to stealing

you never let me go that far

and then you told me not to smoke it but i did

and it took me far away, yea it took me far away