And I'm still living that moment...

I hear in the symphony of winds,

The whispering of her voice

Echoing beautifully in my thoughts;

The supreme melody of enchantment

Embracing me in pure ecstasy.



I'm living in my fantasy

Bringing my winter with graciousness

Guiding myself unto cloudy skies

She casts the lies in my head.



Drinking my wine with relish

She's using all her malice

She holds my hands in glee

Leaving me in misery



Immortal beauty, endless cruelty

Am I worthy of her passion?

Or even to touch her body when the night falls?



Freeze with the ocean of heartless emotions

Deal with the fact that she's not there

Grasp for an answer to all simple chapters

Read with the insight of unsecurity



Fate becomes desolated

Observing all the suffering

That she brought me



I'll embrace her soul

Not like before

I'll be coming with my blackened heart.



Into the emptiness of darkness

A great lament has been heard,

Flesh and soul were united

In the scars of a cursed past

Through never-ending fevered nightmares

My tears shall bring grave sickness to mankind