When I'm in this state of mind I'm wishing I am blind

Sometimes life is more than pain to me

I feel the power of my grief, Death would be such a relief

All the secrets that I hide would die with me



Depression is my only friend. Will this torture never end?

Let me carry on to the dreamers' sky

I keep crying in my dreams. Can you hear my endless screams?

When I fade away I fade, away.



Life is just a masquerade. In dept to myself but I can't pay

Soon I'll call it all a day, away.

I've never felt what you call guilt

I still believe "do what thou wilt"

My sorrow will destroy the world I've built



This fluid on my cheek, it drains me, I get weak

My heart is cold and bleak.. Black blood, black tears