Like an animal

Senses fear

Chills up my spine

I know you're here

It's been so long

So what did you expect?

I know where you've been

And I disrespect

I feel sickened

I choke and spit up words

They all mean nothing

It's all absurd

Your body has been used up

Your mind has changed direction

I can't believe I touched you

I can't believe it

Inside I wish it wasn't true

It makes it hard to look at you

Ugly I feel

My body's inside you

Tongue in - tongue out

I can taste him on you

You're naked as a child

Your innocence is gone

Given away for nothing

And I hate what's left

Inside I wish it wasn't true

I makes it hard to look at you

I close my eyes - I close my mind

But it makes nothing go away

Look back in anger

Look back in pain

Look back in disrespect

It's you I can't respect

I look back in anger

And it's so hard to look back

I close my eyes - I close my mind

But it makes nothing go away