deserted... forsaken... abandoned...



where is the promised land?

where is the eden you told me about?

where emotions that once seized my heart?

where are your warm, helpful hands?



yeah... now i see... you are all dead

dead for me



abandoned by friends i've never really had

this is the price we pay for being ourselves

solitude and sorrow for choosing my own way

these are my gardens of sweetest pain



now i swallow my bitter tears

i kill the pain that poisoned my heart

now i piss on your graves



i dance alone

my hateful dance of victory

stronger than ever

forever alone... immortal...