In my hallucination

I saw my beloved's flower garden

In my vertigo, in my dizziness

In my drunken haze

Whirling and dancing like a spinning wheel



I saw myself as the source of existence

I was there in the beginning

And I was the spirit of love

Now I am sober

There is only the hangover

And the memory of love

And only the sorrow



I yearn for happiness

I ask for help

I want mercy

And my love says:



Look at me and hear me

Because I am here

Just for that



I am your moon and your moonlight too

I am your flower garden and your water too

I have come all this way, eager for you

Without shoes or shawl



I want you to laugh

To kill all your worries

To love you

To nourish you



Oh sweet bitterness

I will soothe you and heal you

I will bring you roses

I, too, have been covered with thorns