I'm sorry

I'm ugly

All that I am

And I can never live up



I'm failing

I'm angry

Afraid of the ways

They pretend to be us



It's fucked up

I'm different

Words remain

My only escape



Art saves

All of me

Evolving



And now you're walking away



I'm not afraid

And now you're walking away



I'm not ashamed

And now you're walking away



(voodoo spell)



[II.]



My mistake

Was trusting you



Blood pigs

Were creating my fate



With poetry

And suffering



I cannibalized

Every ounce of my pain



I'm still afraid

Everyday



These greedy worms

They devour my plagues



I'm not your slave

I'm conquering

You see me rise



And now you're walking away



I'm not ashamed

And now you're walking away



I'm not afraid

And now you're walking away



[bridge