Been scared and lonely

I've asked myself

Is something wrong with you

My girlfriend told me

I need some time alone to deal with issues



But something makes me carry on

It's difficult to understand

What I always wanna find



I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom

Of a bottle



You always call me

And ask me how I make it throught the day

I'm always fallin

I guess it's just god's way of

Making me pay



But something makes me carry on

It's difficult to understand

What I always wanna find



I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom

Of a bottle



I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom

Of a bottle



And I,

I wonder why I try

And I,

I wonder why I bother

And I,

I wonder why I cry

Why I,

I go through all this trouble



I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom

Of a bottle



I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom

Of a bottle



Thanks to Jesse (jetski14@msn.com), jp (imdown4u@pacbell.net) for correcting these lyrics