Ive been scared and lonely

Ive asked myself is something wrong with you

my girlfriend told me

I need some time alone to deal with issues



but something makes me carry on

it's difficult to understand

why I always wanna fly



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I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

that I get from the bottom of a bottle



you always call me

and ask me how I make it through the day

Im always fallin'

I guess it's just god's way of making me pay



but something makes me carry on

it's difficult to understand,

Why I always wanna fly



(Chorus)



when I, I wonder why I try

and I, I wonder why I bother

and I, I wonder why I cry

why I, I go through all this trouble



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