i've been scared and lonely

i've asked myself is something wrong with you

my girlfriend told me

i need some time alone to deal with issues



but something makes me carry on

it's difficult to understand

why i always wanna fly



i do it for the drugs

i do it just to feel alive

i do it for the love

that i get from the bottom of a bottle



you always call me

and ask me how i make it through the day

i'm always fallin'

i guess it's just god's way of making me pay



but something makes me carry on

it's difficult to understand, why i always wanna fly



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when i, i wonder why i try

and i, i wonder why i bother

and i, i wonder why i cry

why i, i go through all this trouble