I'm always getting shitted on son, ain't gonna be no, no different

Can you accept me as I am? I ask you

Always, the love lords? I need you

Can you open your heart to mine and accept me and all my faults

During the human course activity, watch me give me my room

I am radiant, give me my space, I am light



[Verse 1]

Yo, 22798 I wrote a check out

to H.W. funeral home for my little sister Christina

15 years old damn man this fuckin world is so cold

8 months before I had to do three years

Coming from the air port my face burning with tears

I had this black cloud hovering over me

Far back as I can check back down my family tree

Its been with me since my first LP

2nd LP I was sittin in court

3rd LP I was trapped in the belly of the beast, got it back to the streets

by the power of the mind and positive of light

some say livin is death and dying is life

I say pray for me that I should be born tonight

I remember roaming the streets in those cold winter nights

Look at me this is my life



[Chorus]

Suddenly my life feels so alone, tell me what the hell is going on

Tell me, tell me, why my life feels so alone, so wrong

Tell me what the hell is going on

Help me, please help me



[Verse 2]

I can't even begin to explain the mental anguish

I went through as a child when I heard my pops had passed

I went to see him on the sick bed

with my grandmother, that day I knew it was the last

I loved him but I had to grow up without him

Over the years I've lived through frustrations and questions

In 90' I went to jail as an adolescent

Then in 92' my moms had to go back to the essence

Got me thinkin about the meaning of my existence (I lost my best friend)

I realised the devil was spying o