god is gone in this ringing mind ears rip so fire brightens the red

spinning who is chosen warmth of perception growing cold and not ceasing.

weary thoughts through broken glass stop laughing nothing lasts kill my

anger make me stop trees look down no hiding searching me my eyes never

see what's seen.



what am i is to descend.

burning cigarette in arm cram it down on me nothing to hold slopping

down on me no ability to choose here can't get out let me out won't out.

i hate what it takes to make nothing no breath smothering me let me out

scream premiere freedom no pride let the hands hold me back.



you have torn my urgency.



am i again a dream?