Breathe...

Push...

...I lost you, you were my god thought what do I do now

you were never there for me never there to carry me,

26 years looking back that time is gone it was you I believed in

look what you've done to me realize what you've done to



Me



I can't see going on in this darkness I'm blind beneath my cradle

the bough has broke, I exorcise my loss your lie the punishment



It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering,

What do I do now all I'm asking from you please send me a sign to

guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by myself



Look at me now, a piece of shit like you.

Look at me now, you left me so fuck you.



Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone.

Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left.

Feels like I've never been loved.

Everybody leaves me, never gave a shit about me.

Everybody's gone, I'll rot in my head alone.

I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away .



Fake being, inside of my heart you are the liar.

Innocence displaced.

Been left.



Here I stand now and I'm alone,

With no one to comfort me.

One set of footprints in the sand.

No one to take my hand, I'll .

I'll walk through as long as I need.

I'll drift through my life though I'm alone.

Outgrown the cradle that once housed me

And I've found that all I need is

Me.



Found I've never needed you to push through

All the shit that stacks up inside of my life.

Endless plight that circulates through my body.

I'll keep stumbling, beating, pummeling

Teething on the rind and renounce my being.



I can't see going on.



I can't see

I'm so tired, of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering.

What do I do now?

All I'm asking from you please,

Send me a sign

To guide me through the times that lie in front of me.

I'll get by myself



I can't see going on fuck it