Lying there in a small crib

Naked and innocent

Just loosing my virginity

Only four years old

A menacing man above me

He's my own father



My legs and arms are limp

Crushed by confusion

Lascivious eyes stare at me

I've never seen before

Musty smell in the air

Diffusing body odor



Feeling like a pig ravished and abused

Praying for my god

The old man with the long beard



A hurting abdomen, a grieved soul

Tears are running from my eyes

I don't know what's going on

Cries, screams from despair

Father slaps my face

"Shut up little cunt"



Feeling like a pig

Ravished and abused

Praying for my god

The old man with the long beard



Satisfaction - father is groaning

Humiliation - treated like a shiftheap

Observation - my brain is empty

Anxiety - fear in my eyes

Inbreeding - my body is deseased

Shame - mother won't be told

Some human beings are repulsive animals



Alter a while - he pain is over

Disgusting - full of serous mucus

Genitals - blood runs from legs

An ugly smile - my father leaves the room

Misery - I'm feeling sick

Depression - I clasp Teddy in my arms

Loneliness - nobody who helps

Some human beings are repulsive animals



First you tried to repress

then you established:

this nightmare will ever be

Deep in your subconscious