In a room draped in blue

I am thinking of you

I am tired, I cant sleep

And for you I will weep



In a flash, you are gone

Yet around me life is calm

I cannot understand

Is this part of the plan?



I get cards with bouquets

But they cant take your place

I have dreams about us

But I always wake up



I can ask all I please

I can beg down on my knees

For a reason, for a sign

But these answers I wont find



And I will weep

Can you hear me?

Cant you tell me why?



Ill go on without you

And whats left for me to do

But to stay where I am

In my world of pretend



And I wont know until I die

If my faith was but a lie

Til then youll hear it in my cry

I didnt want to say goodbye to you