so it's come to this

such a sweet embrace

betray me with a kiss

to mask your other face

so don't look back

just walk away

don't turn around

or even try to stay

for such a valued friend

such an honest face

with a lying tongue

and a sweet embrace

feel my soul - such pain inside

twisting deep within this shell

shattered dreams

this ache it screams

unspoken words of broken hearts

knowing I am not myself

give me up unto this world

buried deep within the dark

it's so alone without you

can this be real or just another dream

another way to torture myself

another way to stifle my screams

if I could only feel

if my mind wasn't so numb

if my heart wasn't so worn

if my sould wasn't so torn

I want to be myself again

not just this empty shell

locked within this sea of darkness

left to rot within this hell

I need time to understand

to lick my wounds clean

break this curse upon my head

and disconnect myself again

salvage what is left of my heart

pick up the pieces and move on

I don't know just where to start

I don't know just where to go

I want to disconnect myself

disconnect myself again

I want to disconnect myself

disconnect myself from pain

pick up the pieces and move on