for Fred and Emil Banzhaf)



and it's true he was so young

but you are here

and that moment clouds your brain

you could've even saved him

that means nothing

you could've even been there

that's a lie

how can you blame him for your life

it's a mental suicide

and it carries you away



dissolve your fear in one (dissolve will find a way)



then it's true we aren't immune

but there's a way

and denial clouds your brain



to try and understand him that means nothing

to try and find the meaning it's a lie



to right a wrong to understand to

figure out it's in his plans

to leave alone to find a way to

figure out it's not your fault



and it's the both of you he's ruined

he's torn away all the desire born inside

you could've even saved him that means nothing

you could've even been there it's a lie



to leave alone to find a way

to figure out it's not your fault

to see yourself your brother wouldn't be proud of you