I've got a feeling

with the wrong people

and I can't control my thoughts



I wish that I could sleep

and just get this over with

...this is only high school bullshit...



I just want to feel



I was warned

absolutley numb

no good around people

everyone knows and watches me



how did I get here tonight?

what am I doing here?

how did I reach this state?

how did I lose my sight?



I'm lost... I'm freaking

and everybody knows... everyone's watching



...so here's all my hopes and aspirations

nothing but puke

god, it's so lonely...



I just want to feel