will i hate tomorrow

will i hate what i can't

see

i'm doubting should i walk

around it

try to be what i can't be

i'm dying



i'm not happy anymore

i'm just not happy anymore

i'm drownin'



suppose you painted the

castle of auvers

but everything you did

came alive

and if you painted all

these things just to

please me

and if you could read my

mind



i would never be happy

what will change tomorrow

in this sea within a sea

i'm blinded



how long will i be down

here

i'm out of air

i can not breath

i'm drownin'


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