It must have been maybe it was

I don't remember when

When I fell for myself

I fell off the chair

That sat me next to you



Could I take all the love

That I have for myself

Could I give it all to you

Can I kill the big monster

That lives down inside

Can we throw all the history aside



It's not easy to pretend

That we're not

Enemies sometimes

But it pleases me defending

All the memories tonight



It may have been a bit hopeless

But something honest

Went down that night

I lifted my head for

Just long enough to see

What I'd never seen in my life



Could I take all the love

That I had in myself

Did anything make it through

And it kills not to know

What goes on in your mind

Can you throw all the history aside



It's not easy to pretend

That we're not

Enemies sometimes

But pleases me defending

All the memories tonight