Esham]

I was an unplanned pregnant, brought forth by a mistake

Go on into a world, filled up wit lust a hate

Little do I know about life, but I'm still learnin

First I'mma journey through hell, without burnin

Livin in the ghetto, the Devil is now a black man

I saw him standin in the corner wit the crack man

Little do I know, this hell is now my home

Since birth the peace I blown, is now gone

Like the death, days passed, I'm still growin

Death is my fate, and this hell but never knowin

When, but how do I survive without sin

But thou shall not kill was my first

Then I broke off Ten Commandments, I guess I'm doomed to go to hell

But I'm already there, so tell another tale

From the dark side of myself, I'm entangled

Between Heaven and Hell, the Fallen Angel



"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!"



[Esham]

18 years passed, never knew about love

The sky is fallin, so I fell from the Heavens above

Product of ya sins, my father, I never knew him

Call the Exorcist, cuz the Devil done got to him

Voodoo child, son of bitch, a bastard

Sold my soul, and now I'm the master

My mother sings the blues, and drinks the booze

And then she praise to save my soul from bad news

Tears fall, I hear my mother call on the Lord

Tonight I be playin in my room, on the Ouija boards

Screamim red rum at the top of my lungs

When I close my eyes, visions of bodies bein hung

Death was my destiny, life was a test to me

Livin inside, my owns sins'll blast for me

Death awaits inside myself, I'm entangled

Between Heaven and Hell, the Fallen Angel



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[Esham]

As my soul gets deep into darkness can I be saved

My life flash before my eyes in many ways

I saw me in my earlier days, in wicked ways

Cross my heart, and hope to die, is on my grave

Written on my tombstone, rest in peace

Ridin body in the ground, as the maggots feast

You see I live so fast, but died so young

Another victim of another one, drinkin his red rum

I'm fallin from the heavens and I'm on my way

To meet my maker, the undertaker, cuz now is judgment day

My soul is hot, and my body is all rotten

Another angel falls from the heaven, forgotten

Without a clue, nobody knew, the knowledge to teach me

Cuz a, fuck the teacher and fuck the preacher

As my soul empiric's inside myself, I'm entangled

And outcast from the Heavens, so I'm a Fallen Angel