Well it's funny you should ask me how I feel

As the scenes before my eyes begin to reel

I can't remember how long I cried

I can't remember how hard I tried

Turned my thoughts away from you

Like I had something else to do

And now I find you here



And it's funny you should want to see me now

Well I'd refuse you but I can't remember how

I can't remember how long I cried

I can't remember how hard I tried

I'd tell myself I didn't care

That I was down and you weren't there

You've been away so long



And it's funny you should want to know my plans

As the future disappears beneath my hands

I can't remember how long I cried

I can't remember how hard I tried

Now I'll cast aside my memories

And shut you out most bitterly

I'm down on my last smile