Believe me when I say

that I've tried to understand

but something within me

just holds me back and says I can't



I'm fading, degrading

trapped inside this cycle hell

fighting, and hiding

a persisting lust that I must fill



Wanting to give you

all I can that's in my will

but inside it has rule

the more I grab the more I spill



Decided, divided

I cannot drop this burning coal

trusting, and lusting

competing sides strive for control

why?!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Falling torn by deceit, approaching self-defeat

the mental light that's hounding, pounding

I'm falling



A feeling of sadness

follows me with my mistakes

scarred in my conscience

haunting every move I make.



Alone, drifting miles apart

I'm found, with an empty heart

the sound, of peace is calling me

I wait, for a time of ease



Can't you see, that I am weak

can't you see, I'm falling.