I break fail and disintegrate when no

one's around to see me shaking You

take everything that I say with cool

black eyes like you don't see me And

make believe that we're not bleeding

I can see that you are always

So far away and so far I've missed my

chance to tell you You make me

radiate but so far you're oh so far away

You're through there is nothing I can

do I want your dreams as bad as you

do To come true so why can't you

remember me the way you used to

And make believe that we're still the

same We could be but you are always

I can't relate to what you say when

every day you're so far away

Realize we've been sitting here all

night the TV burns the way we used to

In blue light I can finally feel the bite

stand up and leave without saying

good bye And make believe that

nothing changed Here for me I know

I'm always