well it's come undone

looks like i'll have to fake it

seems like i do that anyway

admit to no control

i thought with time i'd get better

i am temporary

although i said

i wouldn't waste the time

i went and did it anyway

whether or not i said i saw it coming

i set myself up again

even split of words and actions

that's not mine to depend

stash the evidence

so it will be forgotten

i can't forget it anyway

try to defuse

but i've been trying that forever

i am temporary

i thought with time i'd get better