I.

here I am talking 'bout discoveries

emptyness, how silly everything can be

my words are strong

my acts are weak

the truth is different



I wanted all

now I am standing here, don't give a damn

I am lost in my past, in reality

it drones in my head – a weird tone

it sounds like...



I didn't lose

I think there must be more

I think there must be more

but I don't wanna wait...



Ref:

THE FUCKING FORTUNE IS NOT SMILING UPON ME

NOT ONE CHANCE TO SHOW MY CAPABILITY

I'M MAD, I'M MAD, I'M MAD



II.

here I am hiding my head in sand

here I am swearing I am innocent

don't wanna crawl, don't wanna sink

all on my own



I wanted all

but it's hard to believe

I will stand on the top of the world

and smile down



who will tell me where it is at all

who will tell me how to get there

'cause I don't wanna wait...