Didnt really know what I was looking for

But I knew I was something I needed

A thing that I wanted to possess

Thought I found it for a moment

Not The right feeling in my head



Then I stopped, big whole blank

I was alone

Then I stopped big whole blank

The obsession ceased, cleared my mind



She appeared in my life

Was O.K. for a while

Started to miss her every time she walked away



Made me realised that love can be found

When it only exist

Some are laughing at me now

But those dont and never will

Know what I feel, and thats the worst thing ever