i don't know who to trust

no surprise

everyone feels so far away from me

heavy thoughts sift through dust

and the lies

trying not to break

but i'm so tired of this deceit

every time i try to make myself

get back up on my feet

all i ever think about is this

all the tiring time between

and how

trying to put my trust in you

just takes so much out of me



i take everything from the inside

and throw it all away

cause i swear for the last time

i won't trust myself with you



tension is building inside

steadily

everyone feels so far away from me

heavy thoughts forcing their way

out of me



i won't trust myself with you

i won't waste myself on you

waste myself on you

you