I'm on my way to hell at the age of fifteen

I'm tryin' to wake up cuz I think it's a dream

But it's not, picture me sittin' on top

Wit' two glocks to terrorize your whole muthafuckin' block

Screamin' fuck the world, as I load in my clip

Bust five in the air to let you know I don't give a shit

I wuz tryin' to send 'em up to God to let him know I'm ready

My only purpose on this Earth to kill and make fetti

But I'm broke as fuck, so I go steal some cigarettes

One day they might kill me, but homicide's the bigga threat

What about suicide, should I take my own life?

Shoot it off in tha head or slit my throat with a knife

Is there a reason for me to try and stay alive?

I might die tonight, sorry I couldn't say goodbye

But to who? I don't have any friends and I'm feelin' lonely

Previous friends don't even take the time to phone me

So I take my time, I'm tryin' to kill my mind

Listen to this shit, cuz it could be my last rhyme

Snortin' coke wuz a way to get away but it hurt

I missed a year of my life and lost my brain in tha dirt

I stopped cuz I'm tryin' to be optimistic

But I can't cuz my life is so deranged and twisted



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Fuck the world, that's all I gotta say

Fuck the world, when I wake up everyday

Fuck the world, cuz life is hard to play

Fuck the world, till God takes me away



I'm losing my mind with every breath that I take

I been cursed since birth, it must've been a mistake

Am I lost in the madness or lost in my heart?

Everything I've ever known is falling apart

Nobody loves me anyways, so I say fuck it all

I live my life with no rules because I'm an outlaw

the law can't take me, I ain't goin' back to jail

They gonna have to kill me and send me to hell

It seems to me that dyin' young may be my destiny

I can't let these weak muthafuckaz get the best of me

I'm runnin' 'round strapped wit' my muthafuckin' four-five

About to pull some shit like them boys from Columbine

Don't take it as a threat cuz I ain't planned it yet

But it might just happen when I'm high off this cess

Is it wrong? I don't see it, somebody please help me

I'm smokin' weed and drinkin', I don't think that it's healty

Put the pistol to my head, end all the pain

Shoot myself five times straight into the brain

Visions of my throat slit lyin' in a puddle of blood

I got no love, I live my life as a thug

I'm sittin' around drownin' in my muthafuckin' sorrow

I live my life day-by-day, so fuck tomorrow



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This life is like a chessgame one bad move you die

All this drama in my life, I feel like I could cry

But it comes as a horendous scream, afraid of my fucking dreams

They feel so real from what it really seems

I think I have friends but they don't really know me

When I die in the end, I know that I die lonely

Fuck it cuz I'm born by myself, die by myself

Closin' this chapter put the book back on the muthafuckin' shelf

I don't even exist cuz I already died

I wuz never ever born it wuz all just a lie

I woke up in a dream of horror and bloodshed

But this is my life, I only think that I'm dead

I'm already in hell because hell is the Earth

If the Earth is hell, then hell wuz my birth



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Fuck the world [Repeat-8x