This sickness it burns inside me

It sticks in my throat I'm gonna choke I cannot speak

Besides it runs the fear of the unknown

Could this be some reckoning

Wrath for wrong I've done, comin' back to haunt me

The God I have denied his power shown

But now I can't protest although defiant heart it pounds deep in my chest

I know that this will have its way with me

For now I choose to go

I know it's just the mind tryin' to interrupt my flow

Intentions all fall down

My soul has died

Now, this will not die they warned me in church when I was young I could rely

If there's a God, he's one I've never seen