This sickness it burns inside me

It sticks in my throat I'm gonna choke I cannot speak

Besides it runs the fear of the unknown

Could this be some reckoning

Wrath for wrong I've done, comin' back to haunt me

The God I have denied his power shown

But now I can't protest although defiant heart it pounds deep in my chest

I know that this will have its way with me

For now I choose to go

I know it's just the mind tryin' to interrupt my flow

Intentions all fall down

My soul has died

Now, this will not die they warned me in church when I was young I could rely

If there's a God, he's one I've never seen

& now I just lament

Did not held the threat I played the cards that I've been dealt

Like putting out the fire with gasoline

For when I used I lose won't face the fear of life without something abused

That now I'm forced to find another way

My show your final show

A homicide I tried to warn, you should have known

Now I'll take you with me

Show you my pain

Feed the need it's not greed, I figure so what

Can you fix the hole

that resides deep in this gut

I'll fix myself whatever it takes I cannot wait

Come & get it, Come & get it, get some

I feed the need that twists my mind

Time & time again Blah Blah Blah Come & get it