Happiness is just a word to me

And it might have meant a thing or two

If I'd known the difference



Emptiness, a lonely parody

And my life, another smokin' gun

A sign of my indifference



Always keepin' safe inside

Where no one ever had a chance

To penetrate a break in



Let me tell you some have tried

But I would slam the door so tight

That they could never get in



Kept my cool under lock and key

And I never shed a tear

Another sign of my condidtion



Fear of love or bitter vanity

That kept me on the run

The main events at my confession



I kept a chain upon my door

That would shake the shame of Cain

Into a blind submission



The burning ghost without a name

Was calling all the same

But I wouldn't listen



The longer I'd stall

The further I'd crawl

The further I'd crawl

The harder I'd fall

I was crawlin' into the fire



The more that I saw

The further I'd fall

The further I'd fall

The lower I'd crawl

I kept fallin' into the fire

Into the fire

Into the fire



Suddenly it occurred to me

The reason for the run and hide

Had totaled my existnce



Everything left on the other side

Could never be much worse that this

But could I go the distance



I faced the door and all my shame

Tearin' off each piece of chain

Until they all were broken



But no matter how I tried

The other side was licked so tight

That door it wouldn't open



Gave it all that I got

And started to knock

Shouted for someone

To open the lock

I just gotta get through the door



And the more that I knocked