It's getting harder to decide on which way i should go

Should i let myself down fast?

I don't think i wanna know

It's over said but understated just how hard it can be

Hey i think i've seen this road before and it's so hard to believe

I'd be back this way again after i told myself to leave

You never said that it was gonna be easy

But i didn't know just how hard it would be

I go 'round and 'round

I'm lost and found

I'm never happy in the middle I've gotta be up or down

Just when i think I've found level ground

I turn around and destroy all of the life i've found

Well self-destruction's kinda dumb

But if you do it well

You can find heaven if you can handle hell

It's all a part of understanding

just how strange life can be

Living a lie becomes so easy

but now i just want to be free

I feel inside out never thought i'd doubt

my ability to work it all out

Going forward to fall back

working hard to relax

I never thought that i would be following my own tracks

it's going 'round... It's going 'round... It's going 'round