Love is everywhere I'm not allowed.

I feel he's been to hell, but he's near to heaven now.

I need to see it. I can't not have it, so inscrutable, so beautiful.



I try. I try. I try.



His head is I don't know. I'm stuck outside again.

Can't get in. I can't move him.

I think I like it because it hurts to not know, Pain is so.



I tried. I tried. I tried.