where do i put the shame?

it feels like a broken toy

i can't play with anymore

where do i put the hate?

to a pixilated screen

i can't watch anymore

all i know is that

i'm here drifting

somewhere in the vast

somewhere in eternity

and

i never want to leave

where do i put the books

there's so many i could read

but

they all are filled

with lies

where do i put the lies

there's so many i could say

but

it seems they're

in the books

i have faith that

you' re out there living high

up in the vast

somewhere in eternity

and

you're never going to leave

have i been telling

lies to myself?

hold me now you know

i am so afraid

to be at all

have i been telling lies

to myself?

hold me now you know

i am so afraid to love at all

where do i put the love?

where do i put the love