i guess it's been a year or two or three

i let myself forget who i'm supposed to be

lived for myself no matter what was said or done

didn't give a fuck if i offended everyone

another day still living in the gutter

i never doubt i'm better than the others

my actions prove me wrong every fucking day

just watch me contradict every word i say

i can't kick these drugs they're still kicking me

if i could leave it behind who the fuck would i be

defined myself for years by the rules i broke

another drink and i'll forget

if i can't remember how can i regret

another pill and i'll forget

if i can't remember how can i regret

another bundle and i'll forget

if i can't remember how can i regret