I've never felt so alive

I've never had to run and hide

The things I want I cannot have

The things I need are all so bad

What you say I could have been



I am

You could've been

You are my best excuse is that I'm drained from everything

That keeps me sane my sickness keeps me in control

From everything you'll never know

Does it make you happy

Does it make you mad

Why am I still laughing

Look at what you had

Does it make you feel good

Does it make you sick

That you knew that I would be the one to trip

No control