My eyes are closed

I feel alone

there is something

inside me

dripping and screaming



how can I feel love

when love was something

I never had?



talk to me-do you know

me, and who I am

I am your flesh,

remember me



tell me who I am,

and I will tell you

what is behind that

door; there is a child

who is waiting for you

No one to touch

no one to hold

I am alone, fighting

against this disease

I lost my eyes

I lost my head

I lost my flesh and

my heart

-who made me? you made me

I lost my blood

I lost my love

I lost my feelings, and

I am losing my mind



The child's blood was made

by you, do not blame him

the killing were made by you,

do not blame him



Closed my eyes, left me

alone-remember

A drug composed with

the things that you do

drowning in words, though

they never came through