Do I only think what I did

Was a stupid thing because

I did not get what I wanted

Or would it have been no matter what?



What if something had happened?

Would I still have fallen apart?

What if?

Would you have pushed her right out of my heart?

Is there something I don't want to face?

Might it not have been seen a mistake?

What if something had happened?

And this is not to say that you were

Anything but without blame

But was I always going to lose her

If not over you then another face?



I know I missed the beginning

But isn't that only to be

Expected

I no longer know anything

I no longer know anything

Is there something I don't want to face

Was it over anyway?



Does she cast such a shadow

Because she hasn't been followed yet?

Would she do so

If someone walked in her footsteps?

Am I right to feel such regret?

Is there something I don't want to face

Could she easily be betrayed

So easily be betrayed