when i think of my youth, i don't remember you,
you weren't there

you didn't care, you still don't care, you never
cared if i did, but i don't

it was a dream i had no choice, i couldn't scream
i had no voice

to say or do anything, i was all alone and the
hate did grow

and i remember what its like to be different, a
constant fight, ya, i remember

you couldn't see no you couldn't feel, wake up
from the dream just to find its real, yeah i
remember

my mind was full of hate, my heart was empty i
couldn't take it

it was your choice to leave, i hated you, did you
hate me?

a fight for custody, over me, a piece of
property, just filled me w/ confusion

empty thoughts, anger & illusions.

Do you remember me, that whining kid, that crying
baby

the hate has evolved, problem solved, you don't
exist, its all your fault

yeah i remember what its like to be a kid, that's
not my life

you're nothing to me, you never were, that's
pretty lame

i guess that's just the way it goes... but i
remember