I never considered that. I chose to stay numb over

tears. I forgot myself to keep momentum. I took a year

and stretched it ten fold. But today I live, I live it

down. With both eyes just now reawakening. Still soar

and sober. Still sober for no reason. I have every

reason. I can be just as addictive as the next so take

care of me. I am your responsibility. You wanted to

change it all so start with an infant. Is this it?

Have you given it to me? Is this the meaning? Have you

forced it upon me or am I hanging myself needlessly?

Damn your riddles stop speaking in tongues. Let me

hear t, let me feel it across my face if need be.

You've given it all still I want even more. Sober

expression. Numb in motive. Take even more. Damn your

riddles. They change nothing. I will stand back and

take it all in. I am still myself. I'm still intact.

Just let me rest. Just let me rest. Just let me go.

Yesterday I was left just like before and again every

night after. Now I can accept the common them in

unconsciousness. Temptation's only a word now with no

potential of a body. No is not so hard. I'm the one to

leave of an honest will. Confidence can no longer be

stolen under the table. Me.