If this is true, I thought then, what will I think

Will I stay but rather I would get away

I'm scared that I won't find a thing

And afraid that I'll turn out to be alone



I have to learn, have to try, have to trust I have to cry

Have to see, have to know that I can be myself



If I could I would stay

And if they're not not in my way

I'll stare here in the distance

But I'll grow up to be just like you

But I'll grow up to be just like you



I see it all I'm sure but do I know what's right I thought I knew

But it turns out the other way

I'm scared that I won't find a thing and afraid that I'll turn out to be alone



I have to learn, have to try, have to trust I have to try

I have to see have to know that I can be myself



If I could I would stay

And if they're not not in my way

I'll stare here in the distance

But I'll grow up to be just like you

But I'll grow up to be just like you



I want to tell you

Why would I try to

You are all that I can see now

Why would I try to



And I want to tell you

Why would I try to

You are all I can see now

I know I'll try to



I have to learn, have to try, have to trust I have to try

I have to see have to know that I can be myself



If I could I would stay

And if they're not not in my way

I'll stare here in the distance

But I'll grow up to be just like you

But I'll grow up to be just like you