I can feel the murky grip

of a cold depression comin' down

I can feel her hands around my neck

shake me to the ground

ice burn of the soul

in light in sickness and in death

infected every word and every thought

and every single breath

twisted by design

the creeps deep inside of me

feedin off this hunger, rage

and the insecurity

tempted by the rage

I feed off nothing but myself

thirsty for the things

that make me do this to myself

my pen is dripping words along

to scrape the smile off my face

every detour leads me here

to shower in this waste

you are my friend

but now your just living all over me

You watch me when I get it right

you watch me when I fall

Watch me every single day

listen to everything I say

and I swear I never wanted you

I never needed anything

from your twised fucked up lying

words asleep at the wheel.